hey! yeah, I'm kind of at a point in life where I'm not sure what I want to do. What I want to do in life, you can't exactly go to college for [fronting a band] so I'm kind of going with my back up plan [theatre]. I wish that I was in school right now so much but I don't have any motivation to go and apply. It's kind of annoying. Why do you feel like college isn't for you right now?

I don't know why I don't have the motivation. I don't have a job [I can't get one due to my father being an asshole...long story], I don't ever see my friends so why not want to go to school so I can get a job and be with friends and such?

Although, I think you may have misunderstood the drugs thing [I was on drugs for a problem with my mouth haha] I can relate to what your saying in my own crazy way. I was very happy to hear from you, your comment made me smile. It's nice to know that someone reads it and can relate. I read everyone's xanga's when they update but it seems xanga has kind of died. I'll talk to you soon. :]